at times i don't know what trigger me :

so much i want to tell u about what is going on in my life but yet i still can't let u know. so many things i have been hiding from u. its just so uncountable. so many times wanna treat u as one of my really close frens where i can really share my probs with and talk about things that is really going on in my life. about everything like my studies and frens and so on.. at the same time i think about it.. if i tell u about all this,this will eventually add more burden on u as u would eventually alw think about it. everytime when i feel like telling u some part in me will not allow me to do so. everytime when u ask me isit true n just feel like slapping myself coz i know that i cannot tell u the truth as u might get pissed at me at the same time and also dissapointed.

people say ur family is the only person that can help u. i do believe in it but at some point in time there are things where we got to do it by ourself. there are times when people get just so stubborn that they will actually not listen and thus it creates more n more probs each day.


in life, are v all actually trying to prove to one another who we really are? start comparing with people that are better than us. who are v to actually tell people off that they are not good enough for us. everyone have good and bad things in them. no matter what it is, everyone got to accept who everyone is. all this while i have been living my life by fulfilling what people what. filling up their wishes to avoid dissapointment as i myself cannot accept myself dissapointing other people. v have been living up with people's expectations.

get a life!!