ur given the flower and its up to u the way u want it to turn out to be :

was on the phone with u for almost 2 hours and yeah i got to admit my phone was burning! its my first time talking on the phone for so long.. but then i could say that it was pretty much worth it as i only slept for 3 hours and eventually i did not hear the phone alarm ringing also. our conversation ended at 4am!!

finally u have been straight forward with me. being in a relationship its not only loving each other but there are also many other things. like what i said yesterday no matter who u are i would still love u. like what ur mum said 'tin yi'.. anyway, i can support u and always guide u but u got to give urself a chance too..open up and c how the world takes u.. don't let life take u but let the way u want life to take u.. ur given a flower, now its up to u the way u want it to bloom! so let it bloom the right way and guide it along the way! since now that u have actually waken up and walking the right way then follow the path and help others along the way!

i don't promise that u will be able to forget about ur past as we all also have terrible pass that we all want to forget but its already in our blood.. all we can do now is look forward to the wide path! each and everyone of us are given 2 path to choose and its all on our own hands. its how u want to lead it the right or wrong way!

anyway, all i want u to know is that no matter what u can always talk to me about anything. don't keep it inside u as it would make u confuse. allow me in to ur life to help u. let me be part of ur life and let me share the burden with u. and yes i know that chinese people are known as 'kia su' but bananas are also at times known as that.

so many times i have seen u online and i always want to send u a 'heyy' but i refrain myself from doing so. i have seen ur msg and i know that u have been hurt terribly.. so much i want to know how ur actually feeling but then i know that u will actually not reply me! ur last conversation with me was 'i will not disturb u'!
does this mean that i actually loose a good and nice fren like u?