be glad :

why isit that whateva im doing now is wrong?
have i become so rebellious that i no longer listen to u anymore?


i refrain myself from pamperig u so much so that i actually have the guilt in myself so much at times! but i got to do so so that u don't rely on me to help u. i can only help u at this point in time and not always.


every morning we all wake up and wonder what is going to happen today. wonder what is going on in this wordld and think about the people that we concern most of all. but what could we all do? all we can do is just think and not always being able to protect them. always thinking about what if this had never happen.. what if i did not do this!! what is the use of regreting and moan over it when we all should actually be glad that we wake up in the morning and get to go on with our own lives when so many people out there in the world that don't get the chance to actually enjoy their life for on more last time.