demander :

y do i alw think that am actually smart enough to memorize things when i know myself so well enough that i would not remember it!! thus, i don't take the initiative to actually write it down!! trying to make myself look like a fool once again forgetting stuff or trying to be a smart alek (if its spelt like that)!!

so many times i want to just sent u a text telling u ' i give up' but i could not. somehow i alw let myself know that i can do it and i will and eventually i managed to pull it up till today. i don't demand for something from u but yet i still demand things that what people normally demand. maybe isit because basically i have changed and i don't know it or am i actually demanding more than usual?

damm... it was really a close call today!! thanks for letting me know that they were there. i would not want to bump into them. i don't want to be reminded about it!!

i did not skipped class today and joined my frens in mv.. but i ended up in mv when the receptionist told us that class was cancelled. its just happened that my lecturer got stuck in the police station for i don't know what but after all he is my criminal law prof so what is there to worry about.. he can defend himself well enough than hiring us to defend him!! we might just make things worst for him and he will end up don't know in which part of the world.

the last things i would want to come home and find out that things is not going the way its suppose to be and make me think about solutions for it.. i might spend the whole day of next day not being able to concentrate and start to swear at other people that actually distrubt my way!!

yes.. i got to admit that i have been saying that i want to do so many things since i don't know when.. but what is the use of it when i alw procastinate on things.. i got to stop doing so..

in order to succeed in smtg, we got to have a thick face!